Hello everyone, I’m Homura😊
How are you all doing?
As for me, the continuous lack of sleep since the start of September finally reached its limit, and I fell ill and was stuck in bed💦
I realized that if you don’t sleep, you get sick (That’s obvious! lol)
I know many of you are busy every day and often struggle to get enough sleep, but overexerting yourselves is forbidden!
I sincerely wish you all a healthy remaining four months of the year🍀
Now, I will write another memory blog entry this time✎♪
The big brother I met for the first time on August 25th, starting at 17:00!
I was drinking lots of water to pee a lot, but I got tired of water, so that day I consumed fluids through warm green tea and miso soup✨
Doing that, I was able to drink more fluids than usual, so… I learned that changing flavors is important!
Since joining Haidetsudo (Excretion House), I’ve done this a few times, and I somehow feel like my bladder’s endurance or capacity has increased!
So, even if I held an amount that would have made me wet myself on the first day, I felt like “I can still go!! ✨” this day, so I held it for a veeery long time!
Then, I reached the point where I was about to burst right there in the office, making me fidgety (lol).
When the time came, I walked awkwardly toward the hotel💦🏩
I thought about running, but I knew the movement would definitely make me leak, so I stopped that idea (lol).
I’m glad I still had my rational judgment intact…
And then, finally, I met the big brother! I was relieved because he had a gentle atmosphere😊💖✨
He booked the Girlfriend Course for 90 minutes, so when I asked what kind of play he wanted, he requested that I hold it until the very limit and then wet the pants he brought at the very end. So, I decided to hold it for over 60 minutes, until the remaining time was about 10 minutes!
Since I had arrived at the hotel already close to bursting, holding it for another 60 minutes or more felt incredibly challenging, but if it was the big brother’s request, I would do my best✨🔥
During the approximately 60 minutes I was holding it, we first chatted lightly, but since this was the Girlfriend Course, I asked if there was anything he wanted to do, and it turned out the big brother liked hugging, just like me, so…
I suggested and tried various types of hugs!
First, a regular face-to-face hug while sitting on the bed, a face-to-face hug with me sitting entirely on top of the big brother, a back hug while sitting (with switching positions), and then a face-to-face hug while lying down… we tried many variations💖
The big brother was happy, saying he had never experienced so many different hugs, and I was happy too.
Speaking of which, when we were lying down side-by-side, the beautiful chandelier in the hotel caught my eye, and the big brother laughed at my silly stories that suddenly start every time—I thought he was so kind😊(lol)
And then, there was a hug I suddenly thought of: one person lies on their back, and the other person covers them, putting their weight on them! I really wanted to try this, so we did it… When I was on top, it was still okay, but when I was on the bottom, my super-full bladder was squeezed and compressed between the bed and the big brother’s weight, and seriously, I was so, so close to leaking!!! (lol)
The urge to pee was truly too extreme, and I ended up shouting, “Wait a minute!!! (lol)” (lol)
From that moment on, holding back the pee that had almost come out due to the compression reached its limit…
I pleaded desperately, saying, “It’s seriously bad now💦 Please let me go💦” (´；ω；`)
There were still a few minutes left until the promised time, so he told me to hold on a little longer, and I tried really hard, but it was absolutely impossible, and I burst right on top of the big brother💦
Since I wasn’t wearing the pants he brought yet, I quickly put them on and let everything out💦
Since I had been holding it inside for so long, the pee was really warm (lol).
We had laid out about 13 pet sheets from the office, plus several large sheets the big brother brought, but it overflowed so much that it wasn’t enough, so we urgently dashed to the bathroom together!!! And finally, I squeezed out the last bit and wet myself on the big brother💦
Being watched from below was so embarrassing that I looked away from the big brother(〃ﾉωﾉ)
It was a bit rushed, but letting everything out felt super refreshing✨
When parting, we gave the most simple, standing, face-to-face hug—the one I had completely forgotten despite all the other hugs we did—and said goodbye!
I hope the big brother was satisfied✨ I had a wonderfully fun 90 minutes, and I’d be happy if the big brother felt the same way✨
Honestly, since joining Haidetsudo, I’ve experienced for the first time how wonderful the refreshing feeling is when you hold it to the limit and then release everything, and I think I might be getting addicted (lol).
September is quite busy, and I’m not sure if I’ll be able to work… but I want to experience this exhilaration again and talk with many people… If you are even slightly interested, I will announce my shifts on Discord when they are posted, so please feel free to invite me💖
Well then, I will end the blog here. Thank you for taking the time out of your busy schedule to read this✨
Here is a letter to the big brother from August 25th at 17:00~💌
